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had lit test yesterdae on the stup-id emily... everyone mugging for it during chinese culture without listening to him (as usual) lit test was a killer too. oh man~ waddehell lo. nothing seems to be going right for me. tmr still haf cca. wah/. sian si. haiz haiz. todae is the last dae of skol. i shld be happi, shldn't i? but... like no excitment at all. no anticipation. why/. i think it's most prob cos grandma is coming back. for one whole month. when i dun feel VERI comfortable even for 1 dae... wadddddehhhellllll. i love the hols, finally can get out OUT OF EVERY sickening thing in sch. everyone is stress-sed OUT.

dance nite nx sat. going with june, serene, shermin and euods. hee. looking forward to it. cool~

suddenly feel like being childish and is now doing something i haven done for a loonggg loong time: plae neopets.

realised that although ppl loved to grow up, into a adult and all that, but actually, the happiest times u had was when u were young. young, innocent and simple.

decided to haf a change for once-- changed the template to blue. i jus realised blue is such a comfortable colour.

waiting for my cca to start... sian. simply visiting ppl's blogs and stuff. and looking for new blogskins to change the template of my blog. life after the geog disaster is still a disaster. still as much homework, still gaf alot of tests. in fact, i haf a lit test TMR!!! gonna flunk it. forgot who is emily le lo. haiz haiz. den i will flunk for poems. haiz haiz. cca starting in 20 mins time. and i haven change. og my gosh. haf to get off the comp soon... kkz, and im want the holidays!!! this week is the last week of term 2 and the last week of semester 1. sad- todae is the last dance lesson with chen lili. veri farnie when she tells shirlyn and yunlin to jump higher. hahas. mx semester is music! i dun wan music!!! sucks. dance nite nx week. looking forward to it... hee. okok... realli gtg. buaiz tataz and takaire ppl...

to veronica teo si min

Dear Veron,

Im here to tell u that im really sorry if anything i said had caused u any discomfort this way or another. But just in case u duno, that was like AGES ago? If you still hear any "unreal" stuff abt U and X, den im sorry but to tell you that THAT person is NOT me. NOW, i would like to say that I haf really been disturbed and pissed off and hurt by whatever u said in blogs, tagboards and everything on the NET -since u are a really nice person in reality- and I would really appreciate it if you would jus stop reprimanding me like a criminal. Thank you. Friends Forever.

GEOG exam~~

~woohoo~ Finnnnaaallly the dreaded thing is over. over. which means i haf a rather good chance of not needing to touch it the rest of my life. iznt that great? but the paper sure was a real time killer~ MCQs are trying to slash me... mapwork sucks. structured sucks MORE~ i think im going to fail, breaking my record of a 71 A2 for geog in CA1. so, how is THAT?

personality disorder

i always knew i had a prob... this proves it.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

stress-ssed OUT

tmr got maths test. nx mon geog EXAM. nx thurs lit test. i am still slacking away here... me hate studying. me wana haf fun. me wana spend my life happily and enjoy every moment... not like dis.

i cant get the basic concept of chem. still blur with maths, simultaneous equations (what the HELL is that?) i want to work hard. i want to. but it all seems to me that i cant. no matter what i do. i feel like sleeping once i see work. feel like sleeping in class... i want to be HARD on myself, but i cant even seem to be able to do that. i am so blur. till now still dun get it abt the sci chemical equation thingy. how does things become so complicated? everyone in my class understands, except me. ME, the big flop, failure.

have to get down to dead serious MUGGING for maths and geog. i tell myself i cant afford to fail, i cant. dint even get any A1s for anything. my only hope is that i dun get too many of Cs. i really cant afford to fail.

did english n chinese oral on sat. english was not as bad as i thot. choo siew bee was nice. keep smiling... chinese changed to ron tok. rachel lim actually said he was SHUAI. OMG< as if lo. i think he admire liubei alot. when he saw her coming, he immediately said to me, "you can go now." siao. den i haven even tok finish.

both oral tchers keep interrupting me. den i saw so lil. haiz haiz. sure to get veri lan4...

SOUTH VIEW RAWKS!

went back to south view after skol on fri. it was cool!!! went 5A to see mrs chandra. she was surprised to see us... haha. den realised she haven wrote my njc thingy form. haiz haiz. den she said she felt so bad... den when we wanted to go out, some girls sitting on the floor was blocking the way. MC said, "make way, girls." and, "see ur inspiration walking everywhere..." haha, so farnie. me n shermin n serene laffing like siao. den she oso said to one boy in her clz, "no no nicholas, u cant go there..." haha. erm, get it? haha... den oso saw alot of my sis's frens in 5A. so pro yeah? hee... if ONLY my sis was still in sv, den MAYBE she would be taught by mrs chandra now. isnt tt cool?

den was at ms teo's table with serene for quite a long time. waiting for her to write my njc thingie. she so neat loh! still nid me to trace the lines for her to write. haha. typical NEAT ms teo... den went lot 1 with ms teo n serene. saw wanlin. hee... ms teo dun wan to take neo-card with me n serene... sad. so she went off, me n serene took a neo-card. i looked so ugly!!! typical ME. shld not haf took... haiz. bought mini-melts thingy, not as nice as i thot but maybe it's cos of the combination lo: orange and mint. eew... oh, den bought teenage. haha. i think jus came out. cool... double covers. LAME<<< den veri extra down there. haha... oh, a piece of info for veron: saw bh. haha...

miss south view a WHOLE LOT!!! it rawks! i miss the tchers there and its every single thing... love ya!!! miss u... cant wait to go back on 3rd of july. it's open house den. oso cant wait to go mrs chandra's hse. serene sms to ask her liao...

napfa
did inclined pull-up first. so sucky. did only 3. cant seem to find the energy to pull myself up. i hate tt feeling. den felt so ashamed. cos they all were like i can definitely do alot cos im in modern dance. oh my god, to think i only did 3. pathetic 3. i embarrased modern dance. tt's the reason why i cried after that. shuttle run next. another disaster. 1st run, fell. 2nd was so lan4 tt i think is duno 13 sth secs or 16 sth secs. duno duno. sucks. i cried again. i cant seem to do anything right. situps. at least i noe im not such a failure tt i can disappear from the earth. did 44. hee, thx to the 45 situps ms chan (md instructor) always instruct us to do almost every lesson. standing broad jump okie. not as bad as i thot it would be. sit and reach sad. but still quite okae... haiz haiz. 4o-sth cm only. haiz haiz.

veron lurves bohao. now den i noe... haha... this is getting veri interesting. hmm... she said she gave bh a keychain n a sorta 'bear' (cannot be described) thingie... hee.

sat had the combined sports meet with chinese high and hwa chong jc... yupyup. it was fun. me was in the stoopid nanzhongquan. lamer~. actually tt time it was very bad, worse than our rehearsal. but this morning dey actually said it was good. haha. they sure noe how to joke. the formation n everything was so messy loh. haiz haiz. so sad the sports meet is over. haha. the nanyang ppl cheered so louly, practically drowning the guys' voices. so farnie. den they were like, "can we hear something from the guys?" pathetic man. saw some of the sv ppl. and the 6B sissy monitor. cant believe he's in np. oh my... still as sissy as ever. found out veron liked bohao!!!

after tt went back to sv to sought help from the tchers to write the nj recommendations thingies... with june and serene. sv got a heritage gallery now. saw photos of my class ppl. so fun! got those ppl with the national flag eg. cheryl, farina, rachel, bohao, shirley~ forgot liao. and siti giving the speech on prize-giving dae. and our 6A dumb-but-fun dance. haha. luckily dint see me. saw rebaca, filzah, serene and sum others. so fun. n some kind of board with the names of ppl tt win wadeva contests in 2002, most of them are from 6A. SO PROUD!!! haha... saw ms teo and mrs chandra and cailaoshi... hope to go back there again. so cool. walked with ms teo to lot 1, tok with her. so fun. haha. realised tt perhaps haiwei quitted the latin dance cos she was too self-conscious. haha... hee. wad a pity to find out sv now sorta focus alot on the sch's image rather than the quality of the students. sad.

i cant believe i actually forgotten my username... so make another one again but everything is the same. except that the url is diff... haiz haiz. sad life. short term memory loss. 50 first dates. haha...